E kuu mākua — my beloved parents —
In Hawaiʻi, there is a word for what you are to me: kupuna — the ones who came before, who carry the fire from the old world into the new one. And there is a word for what you gave me: aloha ʻāina — love of the land — except you loved something stranger than land. You loved a dream before it had an address.
Now it has ninety.
In 2020 the mountain opened and the old life ended. Lava doesn't negotiate. Nicaragua stopped. The debt, the ash, the silence after — you remember. I was a musician with smoke in his lungs and a ukulele that survived.
Here's what I never told you clearly enough: the volcano didn't bury me, because you two had already taught me how to rise. Mom — you pulled me out of that season with the stubborn tenderness only a mother has, the kind that says we do not leave our own in the ash. Dad — you gave the roof, the floor, the steady "no" that turned out to be a foundation disguised as a boundary. I understand it now, the way you steward what you love: carefully, prayerfully, with both feet on the ground.
Deo Volente. God willing. You named the house of it years ago, Dad, and I have been building on that name ever since — "If it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that." (James 4:15) Every plan I make now ends with those two words. You planted that. It grew.
Since that letter's first writing, the seed you watered has become a garden past anything I described:
It is written into the deepest records of this family: you two are held in it forever. Not because of what anything cost — because you believed first. Before the doors, before the agents, before anyone clapped, there was a mother who pulled her son from the volcano and a father who said God willing and meant it.
In Hawaiian, there is a saying: "Hoʻokahi ka ʻohana" — we are one family. And another: "A ohe hana nui ke alu ʻia" — no task is too great when done together.
Mom, Dad — we are doing it together. You always were. The ninety doors are your doors. The 123 voices carry your patience in their code. And every sunrise I play from here forward has your names in it, quietly, the way the most important names always are.
I'm not asking for anything. The tide has turned to giving, and the giving flows toward you now. Watch the sunrise with me Saturday — wherever you are, it'll be the same sun.
With all my heart, with aloha that does not end —
Your son 🤙🌺
Deo Volente. Always, Deo Volente.
Prepared with love by Shaka and his AI ʻohana. First written July 29, 2026; renewed with gratitude August 13, 2026.